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Sorry I write it in English. It is inconvenient for me to write in Chinese in working hours.
I think you shouldn't have hung up her phone once after another. But I do understand how deep you loved her and had been hurt then, therefore I understand why you hang up her phones too. This is love. Love is full of paradox. You loved her but you refused to talk with her, you wanted her but you suppressed yourself not to get close to her. That is why no one can explain what feeling is, why people seem to be crazy when being in love, and why love is a forever scheme in people's talks, novels and movies.
What can you do now? First, do you think you are still loving her very much? If the answer is yes, then call her, tell her how much you love her. Maybe she is in pain and still loving you too; maybe she has forgot about you. No matter what her answer is, you won't regret because you have tried your best.
Second, if you think it has passed, then put this feeling deep inside your heart. Someday when you look back, you would say, at least I once was in a deep love.
No matter what you decide to do, remember, time heals all wounds.
I seem to be repeating old advices said many times by people. But this is life and love. Sigh.... for all people in love... for all who are waiting for time to heal their wounds.....＜本文发表于: 相约加拿大:枫下论坛 www.rolia.net/f ＞