1. I am trying to forget him but till now I am not successful. I would prefer this choice if I could. I tried several times not to write to him, once I even blocked his email address, but after a week’s torture, I couldn’t help but opening it and replying to his messages again.
2. So far, we can only do like this. But it is not so easy either. I am not that 心安理得. The struggle, paradox and guilty feeling to my family affect our relation too.
3. No, definitely not this one. I won’t do this. Even if we get our freedom to be together through this, the hurts to two families won’t let us get real happiness.