It is good to cut all feelings and return back to peace. I thought the same before. But the problems are, first, I am not a strong person, I couldn’t control myself, the more times I try, the deeper the hurt both of us get; second, isn’t it true that sweetness and joy from love feeling are what people want? In the bottom of my heart I don’t want to lose him. On the other hand, both of us love our kids and don’t want to hurt them. So, I want to do as beijing-dj, new_view and Çá舟said, just let it be, let nature take its course, no matter what the ending is, I only hope in the end I could say to myself, at least I tried not to hurt anybody.