lots to di in 3yrs, every1 is going thru that. u must bite bullet:
1. adjust mentality
2. research what the job market needs
3. think what u can offer
if fitted, try to find a job, if your qualifications are off from job needs, improve it.
ur personal interest must yield to survival. even u want to immi to usa or any nation, a void 3yr will never be an asset to any1.
job has no difference of "gui jian", some people said, in canada, job is everything, anything else is nothing, i think it is true.