You have a completed feeling. Do not think it too much! You can do what you like to do. Life should be enjoyable, you know.
No body can stop you if you hope to get happy life. Happy is from your feeling. That's it!
If you like, you can write to me with firstname.lastname@example.org and discuss about human life, specially for happy life. Anyway, you can write a book of your life to share with others. It is better for you to tell story of woman's life.