Really want to hold you in my arm, give you careness and strength. Growing Pain, nobody can avoid it.
But after heartbreak and cry, please ask yourself if you still love him. Answering yes, go ahead treat him good. Or else, leave him, let time goes by. Any hesitate means he is not worth your love.
Lovely girl, experience is important. You will get your true love sooner or later.
Talk with your friends and us, you will feel much better. But you have to get over it yourself.