Lumlum, I am not from Ericsson actually. I have the same feeling as you used to have when you decided to leave your company in China. I have a nice boss. Even if I have resigned, he never turns a cold shoulder to me, instead, he often encourages me to pick up my confidence to start a new life in Canada. I will live all by myself after I land there. I am worrying and the sense of stray is in my mind every moment. But I can't tell my parents and my friends how I feel. I really need someone to encourage me. I know I still have a long to go in the future.