I am a new immigrate here jsut for one and half year. before this I never left China, this days, I went to the Sina north America site , there a lot TIEr there, they Curse mainlanders, I was so angry .
Please be happier, God may give different one different responsibility, and you may need to come here and do something for the country maybe.
if you do not like here, you can go back,that would not be too difficult. keep trying hard, even people from TaiWAN, or from Japan need to work very hard. we need to unified together to becomes better.
be good to your family, love them , comfort them, your happyness is the most comfor for them.