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I could understand your feeling. Really.
Actually maybe you will never know why u come to here, why u did this great decision. But it's not important, the key is, as u said, u won't regret to come here. That's enough. I know, if u didn't come, u may regret and blame yourself in the rest of your life. So, u did come, and did lead a different life here, in a new country. Sometimes u have the feeling that, u don't belong to here, and u really want to go back home. But for all kinds of reason, u didn't go back, and u r still here. Repeating the same thing everyday, repeating the quite, a little bit boring life here.. U can't tell wha't wrong with the life, U are not really satisifed with it, but the thing is, u always want to go back, u always miss home.
Well, people need to move on, pursuing higher quality life, in all fields. As long as u could stand the quite life here, as long as u could not only survive, but also lead a little higher quality life here, u r still urself.
Maybe u are a little bit lonely....
Sometimes u are a little bit upset, feeling u are losing yourself, it doesn't matter, just regards it's part of your life. U need this kind of sadness to make your life more colorful.
Hope you could understand what I am talking about.
smiling, lumlum ^_^＜本文发表于: 相约加拿大:枫下论坛 www.rolia.net/f ＞