Forgive me if I'm wrong but I must confess that after reading your so-called getting a white gril makes me sick. Although I do understand that there are more chinese guys than chinese girls in Canada but does that mean you are too weak to even look out and try? With all these years, living in Canada, I always thought that chinese guys are strong and are willing to fight. I appreciate their ability that they can "eat-bitter".
I must say that if a guy thinks like you, you are better off getting a white girls because they are fat, ugly, stupid and can cause brain damage in the long run (that means after marrage). Although a chinese girl may ask for more but that enables better improvements and lives after marrage. The most important is not to give up! I'm sure there are planty of young, pretty and nice chinese girls out there!!