I have a family. But we( my husband and I ) have not reins anymore. We have already thought about seperate seriously. But whenever we think about our poor small child, we can't do that. I try to go out all the time to avoid the endless row. But sometimes I really feel alone. Maybe I need the third one to bailment my reins. I know it's play fire if I do it. But what can I do. I really feel alone deep. Does anybody understand me?