本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛我关上门，放下包。打开电源板开关，打开屏幕，打开主机，然后去洗手间，拧开热水器，放热水。
我回到电脑前面，坐下来，连上网，开一个窗口去信箱，开一个窗口去聊天室。信箱的窗口说：“No Unread Messages”, 我关掉它。聊天室有稀疏的几个人。
我摘下手表和发卡，去洗澡。
二十分钟以后，我又回到电脑桌前，湿漉漉的头发上包着干毛巾。聊天室开始热闹。白底黑字中间，不时出现兰色或红色的彩字。PARKER 的名字静静地呆在名单倒数几个的位置。
我招呼他：Hey, there?
没有回应。
过去两个多星期里，我几乎天天碰上PARKER。他每次见面都彬彬有礼：
How are you doing today, Lily?
他的问候总是令我觉得愉快。我轻快地回答：
Lily has an excellent blossom today.
他照例会说：Good Lily.
我羡慕他的英文流畅易懂，说话态度温柔可亲。
我问他从哪里来。
他说：Would you like to make a guess?
我问：Is it a good place or not?
他说：It’s a place both good and not. If you love somebody,you send him here; if you hate somebody, you send him here too.
我说：Sounds not bad. Then the one you love and the one you hate will be meeting each other there.
他说：Sure. If not, where else should they meet?
他倒是没有问我从哪里来。他好象没有问过我这类的 private stuff.
在他声称是我的fiance 的第二天，我问他，为什么说是我的fiance. 他回答说：
Because I have been dreaming of marrying a lily since I was very young.
我说：I’ll say for sure this is not the lily in your dream.
PARKER：But you named yourself Lily.
野百合: No, I named myself 野百合。
静默了一会。
PARKER： You sounds like a lily.
野百合: I am nothing like a lily except that I am lily-livered.
PARKER： Haha, I’ll never see that.
我把缠在头上的毛巾打开，翻转过来，用干的一面搓头发。屏幕闪动了一下，我注意看。
PARKER Privately Whispers to 野百合: Talking to somebody there? Lily?
我把毛巾顺手搭在肩膀，手指摸到键盘上：
野百合：No, I am not.
PARKER：Are you watching and listening?
野百合：Yes.
PARKER：What’s in your mind when you are watching and listening?
野百合：Nothing.
又沉默。在片刻之间，我揣摩他是否在那边揣摩我在这边揣摩什么。
PARKER：Are you not happy today?
野百合：Well, I am happy. I am just busy with my wet hair.
PARKER：You’ve got long hair?
野百合：No. A lily hasn’t got hair.
PARKER：Haha……
他大笑之后，几分钟没有说话。我继续擦干我的头发。
PARKER Privately Whispers to 野百合: Do you ever think about coming to the States?
我警觉：What are you thinking about over there?
PARKER： I didn’t say that for the good of myself.
野百合： Then it’s for the good of me?
PARKER：I want to help you. If you want to study in here, I may help you some.
野百合：Oh, thanks. How would you help me?
PARKER：You take exams and I’ll do the documents work for you.
我没有回答，心里面大为感动。这位PARKER，不过是个在网上聊天的陌生人。更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net
我回到电脑前面，坐下来，连上网，开一个窗口去信箱，开一个窗口去聊天室。信箱的窗口说：“No Unread Messages”, 我关掉它。聊天室有稀疏的几个人。
我摘下手表和发卡，去洗澡。
二十分钟以后，我又回到电脑桌前，湿漉漉的头发上包着干毛巾。聊天室开始热闹。白底黑字中间，不时出现兰色或红色的彩字。PARKER 的名字静静地呆在名单倒数几个的位置。
我招呼他：Hey, there?
没有回应。
过去两个多星期里，我几乎天天碰上PARKER。他每次见面都彬彬有礼：
How are you doing today, Lily?
他的问候总是令我觉得愉快。我轻快地回答：
Lily has an excellent blossom today.
他照例会说：Good Lily.
我羡慕他的英文流畅易懂，说话态度温柔可亲。
我问他从哪里来。
他说：Would you like to make a guess?
我问：Is it a good place or not?
他说：It’s a place both good and not. If you love somebody,you send him here; if you hate somebody, you send him here too.
我说：Sounds not bad. Then the one you love and the one you hate will be meeting each other there.
他说：Sure. If not, where else should they meet?
他倒是没有问我从哪里来。他好象没有问过我这类的 private stuff.
在他声称是我的fiance 的第二天，我问他，为什么说是我的fiance. 他回答说：
Because I have been dreaming of marrying a lily since I was very young.
我说：I’ll say for sure this is not the lily in your dream.
PARKER：But you named yourself Lily.
野百合: No, I named myself 野百合。
静默了一会。
PARKER： You sounds like a lily.
野百合: I am nothing like a lily except that I am lily-livered.
PARKER： Haha, I’ll never see that.
我把缠在头上的毛巾打开，翻转过来，用干的一面搓头发。屏幕闪动了一下，我注意看。
PARKER Privately Whispers to 野百合: Talking to somebody there? Lily?
我把毛巾顺手搭在肩膀，手指摸到键盘上：
野百合：No, I am not.
PARKER：Are you watching and listening?
野百合：Yes.
PARKER：What’s in your mind when you are watching and listening?
野百合：Nothing.
又沉默。在片刻之间，我揣摩他是否在那边揣摩我在这边揣摩什么。
PARKER：Are you not happy today?
野百合：Well, I am happy. I am just busy with my wet hair.
PARKER：You’ve got long hair?
野百合：No. A lily hasn’t got hair.
PARKER：Haha……
他大笑之后，几分钟没有说话。我继续擦干我的头发。
PARKER Privately Whispers to 野百合: Do you ever think about coming to the States?
我警觉：What are you thinking about over there?
PARKER： I didn’t say that for the good of myself.
野百合： Then it’s for the good of me?
PARKER：I want to help you. If you want to study in here, I may help you some.
野百合：Oh, thanks. How would you help me?
PARKER：You take exams and I’ll do the documents work for you.
我没有回答，心里面大为感动。这位PARKER，不过是个在网上聊天的陌生人。更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net