本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛上午要到学校去，见几个同学，拿一份毕业典礼的通知。出门前，我在聊天室等了一个小时，临走都没见野百合出现。
我牵挂野百合，开始想念她。什么时候开始的呢？似乎是在我认识她之前很久。我想，其实我想念的，应该是在我的梦境之中，摇曳在寂寞深谷里的那支野百合。过去，我梦想她；现在，我思念她。
中午回到宿舍，我把面包片放进烤箱槽，然后去看聊天室。早上我走的时候，没有关机，让聊天室的窗口开着。这样如果野百合来了，她会看到我的名字。我可以看到她跟我打招呼。
但是我发现屏幕不动了，不知道什么时候死机了。我懊丧地重新开机。已经中午一点钟了，野百合即使来过，也该走了。
聊天室里人不多。没有野百合。我听到厨房里“噗—噗”两声响，知道是面包好了。我拿了面包，开了一瓶啤酒，坐在计算机前面。
有一个叫Ideam 的，跟我打了个招呼： Hello. 屏幕上已经走了大半页了，不过我还是回了他一声：Hello. 他在和一个叫NY 的聊。我看了几行。他们在聊中国女孩子。
NY: They are tricky somewhat, you should say.
Ideam: How come?
NY: They don’t ask for anything.
Ideam: You call that tricky?
NY: They don’t ask because they know you’ll be giving something
after you sleep with them.
Ideam: Oh, you really think so?
我吃完面包，准备下网。向Ideam 发了一个Bye.
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Hold on, pls.
PARKER: Yeah?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Do you also think that way about
Chinese girls?
PARKER: I have no idea.
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Come on, I know you have nice
impression of them.
PARKER: In my opinion, they should be nice girls of lily-white character.
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Hehehe
PARKER: Do you think my opinion is ridiculous?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: No, not at all.
我等Ideam解释为什么发笑。过了好一会，
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: This is 野百合。
PARKER: You? How come “Ideam” today?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: What do you think?
PARKER: Well, Ideam, Ideal and Dream?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: No. Ideam is neither Ideal nor Dream.
It’s nothing.
她的语调低沉，我觉得她似乎不很开心。
我想了想，在键盘上敲下：
But as I remember, 野百合 is a lady.
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Sure I am a lady.
PARKER: A lady was talking about sleeping with girls?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: No, not me. NY was sleeping with
girls. Hehe. I just wanted to know how you guys living abroad think about Chinese girls.
PARKER: Why do you want to know?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Because I am one of those Chinese
girls of lily-white character.
我很喜欢野百合这样子说话的方式。她反应敏捷而且伶牙利齿。谈笑应对轻松自如，大方得体。
我问她怎么老有时间来聊天室。她说，是为了提高英语能力。我得承认，她学得很快。而且，她知道怎么样通过语言表达语言本身没有的意思。这是她语言之外的天赋。
我的心中对神秘的她充满了向往。我说：
But how can I make sure that you are one of them?更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net
我牵挂野百合，开始想念她。什么时候开始的呢？似乎是在我认识她之前很久。我想，其实我想念的，应该是在我的梦境之中，摇曳在寂寞深谷里的那支野百合。过去，我梦想她；现在，我思念她。
中午回到宿舍，我把面包片放进烤箱槽，然后去看聊天室。早上我走的时候，没有关机，让聊天室的窗口开着。这样如果野百合来了，她会看到我的名字。我可以看到她跟我打招呼。
但是我发现屏幕不动了，不知道什么时候死机了。我懊丧地重新开机。已经中午一点钟了，野百合即使来过，也该走了。
聊天室里人不多。没有野百合。我听到厨房里“噗—噗”两声响，知道是面包好了。我拿了面包，开了一瓶啤酒，坐在计算机前面。
有一个叫Ideam 的，跟我打了个招呼： Hello. 屏幕上已经走了大半页了，不过我还是回了他一声：Hello. 他在和一个叫NY 的聊。我看了几行。他们在聊中国女孩子。
NY: They are tricky somewhat, you should say.
Ideam: How come?
NY: They don’t ask for anything.
Ideam: You call that tricky?
NY: They don’t ask because they know you’ll be giving something
after you sleep with them.
Ideam: Oh, you really think so?
我吃完面包，准备下网。向Ideam 发了一个Bye.
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Hold on, pls.
PARKER: Yeah?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Do you also think that way about
Chinese girls?
PARKER: I have no idea.
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Come on, I know you have nice
impression of them.
PARKER: In my opinion, they should be nice girls of lily-white character.
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Hehehe
PARKER: Do you think my opinion is ridiculous?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: No, not at all.
我等Ideam解释为什么发笑。过了好一会，
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: This is 野百合。
PARKER: You? How come “Ideam” today?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: What do you think?
PARKER: Well, Ideam, Ideal and Dream?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: No. Ideam is neither Ideal nor Dream.
It’s nothing.
她的语调低沉，我觉得她似乎不很开心。
我想了想，在键盘上敲下：
But as I remember, 野百合 is a lady.
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Sure I am a lady.
PARKER: A lady was talking about sleeping with girls?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: No, not me. NY was sleeping with
girls. Hehe. I just wanted to know how you guys living abroad think about Chinese girls.
PARKER: Why do you want to know?
Ideam Privately Whispers to PARKER: Because I am one of those Chinese
girls of lily-white character.
我很喜欢野百合这样子说话的方式。她反应敏捷而且伶牙利齿。谈笑应对轻松自如，大方得体。
我问她怎么老有时间来聊天室。她说，是为了提高英语能力。我得承认，她学得很快。而且，她知道怎么样通过语言表达语言本身没有的意思。这是她语言之外的天赋。
我的心中对神秘的她充满了向往。我说：
But how can I make sure that you are one of them?更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net