What is your background? What kind of skills do you have? Your English seems to be OK. Small business owners are sometimes tough. Maybe you should look around for some other opportunities. Sometimes being a sewing machine operator (with a bigger company, not those sweatshops) could be better than working for those people.
Have you started applying for schools? You don't have to wait until you save up all the money for your tuitions. You know you can loan money from the government.
You seem to be a little isolated. Try to talk to people. Go to those FB gatherings.