I don't think you have lost anything except for the status of being unmarried.You still have your job and your familiar life,that is the most important.In my view, what you lost maybe just be a dream of going abroad and living with a man whom you assume you love deeply. Why are you so despairing while your real life hasn't been changed at all?Forget the man and court your happiness in your realistic life.You should felicitate yourself that if you were in Canada now and then that boy told you his divorce decision, you would be more miserable than what you are now.
-lindar(morning);
2001-3-18{419}(#34312@0)
That is his peg.I never heard it is ambivalent between applying for wife and parents immigration.Anyway,it has been a past,right?Maybe you will encounter another boy who is definitely your true love.Be stronger,I am sure you will.
-lindar(morning);
2001-3-19(#34523@0)